I dislike nights like this.
Too much 30 Rock and fudge brownies . . . unable to drag myself to bed.
I feel very anxious and uncomfortable right now and I'm not sure why.
Perhaps it's because I made the mistake of looking at some old facebook albums and thinking about how life used to be much easier a year ago. In college, of course.
Don't get me wrong- supporting myself completely is very liberating. But, sometimes a tiny little baby cell inside my body misses college. And the moment I think that thought, it usually goes away as fast as it came.
I hate this Dell computer so much it makes me want to punch babies. CHRIST.
I cannot wait to buy a MacBook.
A thought-
I think more people should try going through life without consuming alcohol.
Now if only I would do that.
Perhaps I will try it this week . . . until the weekend hits. Ugh. Lame.
So, a date this week made me think about what I was truly looking for in a person if I ever decide I want to pursue something romantic again. And I took a moment to search through my gmail to find a memo I had sent to Karry a while ago about the 'perfect man'.
Thought I'd share. Here's what I wrote:
Karry,
Have you ever written your mental list out? This is a work in progress, but I guess I understand what I would tolerate, and what I actually look for in a person.
xo,Katie
Running List of Qualities for Ideal Man
Must have . . .
Positive attitude (to offset my negative/sometimes cynical outlook)
Liberal attitude with complete tolerance for gay rights
Ultimate respect for women
Non-smoker
Intelligent
Supportive of me, but still not afraid to keep me in line
Goals for his future
Playful (can be child-like with me when needed)
Sense of humor (duh); can make me laugh really hard
Would be nice if . . .
Could cook or had passion for food and wine
Into healthy habits, like eating right and exercising
Sense of maturity
Financially stable
Intriguing taste in books/music---something new to introduce to me
Enjoyed the Barenaked Ladies
Capacity to give awesomely thoughtful gifts, like taking me to dinner and the ballet
Liked to travel
Possessed qualities that would impress friends and family
I do not think I have high expectations. I mean, look at my track record. Ahahaha. No offense, boys. But at least I know now I am not satisfied with settling and am comfortable and happy on my own.
I remember in my old blog I used to note what combinations of men would be my 'perfect' man. Like Steven Page mixed with Brian d'Arcy James in Jonathan Rhys Meyers' body. ahahaha. That's funny to me. That would be trippy. I think now it would have to include one part Lin-Manuel Miranda and one part Jack Donaghy too . . . So obsessed.
Blechk.
I need to spend less time thinking about boys and more about the direction my life and career is heading. Puh-leasssse. I'm only 23, bitches.
Holy hell do I need to update my resume.
With that, I leave you.
Good nite y'all and falcon15.
Too much 30 Rock and fudge brownies . . . unable to drag myself to bed.
I feel very anxious and uncomfortable right now and I'm not sure why.
Perhaps it's because I made the mistake of looking at some old facebook albums and thinking about how life used to be much easier a year ago. In college, of course.
Don't get me wrong- supporting myself completely is very liberating. But, sometimes a tiny little baby cell inside my body misses college. And the moment I think that thought, it usually goes away as fast as it came.
I hate this Dell computer so much it makes me want to punch babies. CHRIST.
I cannot wait to buy a MacBook.
A thought-
I think more people should try going through life without consuming alcohol.
Now if only I would do that.
Perhaps I will try it this week . . . until the weekend hits. Ugh. Lame.
So, a date this week made me think about what I was truly looking for in a person if I ever decide I want to pursue something romantic again. And I took a moment to search through my gmail to find a memo I had sent to Karry a while ago about the 'perfect man'.
Thought I'd share. Here's what I wrote:
Karry,
Have you ever written your mental list out? This is a work in progress, but I guess I understand what I would tolerate, and what I actually look for in a person.
xo,Katie
Running List of Qualities for Ideal Man
Must have . . .
Positive attitude (to offset my negative/sometimes cynical outlook)
Liberal attitude with complete tolerance for gay rights
Ultimate respect for women
Non-smoker
Intelligent
Supportive of me, but still not afraid to keep me in line
Goals for his future
Playful (can be child-like with me when needed)
Sense of humor (duh); can make me laugh really hard
Would be nice if . . .
Could cook or had passion for food and wine
Into healthy habits, like eating right and exercising
Sense of maturity
Financially stable
Intriguing taste in books/music---something new to introduce to me
Enjoyed the Barenaked Ladies
Capacity to give awesomely thoughtful gifts, like taking me to dinner and the ballet
Liked to travel
Possessed qualities that would impress friends and family
I do not think I have high expectations. I mean, look at my track record. Ahahaha. No offense, boys. But at least I know now I am not satisfied with settling and am comfortable and happy on my own.
I remember in my old blog I used to note what combinations of men would be my 'perfect' man. Like Steven Page mixed with Brian d'Arcy James in Jonathan Rhys Meyers' body. ahahaha. That's funny to me. That would be trippy. I think now it would have to include one part Lin-Manuel Miranda and one part Jack Donaghy too . . . So obsessed.
Blechk.
I need to spend less time thinking about boys and more about the direction my life and career is heading. Puh-leasssse. I'm only 23, bitches.
Holy hell do I need to update my resume.
With that, I leave you.
Good nite y'all and falcon15.
